struggling with heartbroken....

Am i ?

It has been a week after i texted him... hmm... he juz ignore me. dear... am i missed him? huhuhu... wake up, miss! or perhaps i juz need sum1 really close to decimate d painstaking, migranic and streneous career depression of mine?

still hve 1more class to be marked its exam papers... such a lazy teacher am i... i do need his companion... huhuhu... missing his jokes, his laughter... damn...

ok, hopefully i can reach at SMKGB tmrw morning sharp at its time..huhuhu..hate when i didnt noe de place, sori d map is not so useful..

emptiness

:(

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I cant stop reading dis phamplet. huhuhuhu. not again after 3yrs. 17.07.2008 Jaguar died because of this. N now Puteh's turn. Wish i cud stop d time n spendin  more wif him... Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu......

that's the way love goes

Fokus dan tulus Kepada Bakal Pasangan

Just read one article from my fav mag. Well, its about 'kaedah mendekatkan Jodoh' part 2. Hmm.. after frustation, desperation in finding my soulmate dis mag sumhow bring me back to realworld. There is one prayer attracts me to continue my reading.*actually to read and read for many times*

" Ya Allah, aku sayang kepada wanita yang bernama ................. ini, semoga dia juga sayang kepadaku. Peliharalah kami dalam redha-Mu."

Ok, i noe i shud change wanita to lelaki... but how bout the name? Then, the next point is dun be too late in confessing your feeling to your partner. Hmm. dat is the worst part i used to practise all this time before. perhaps im not so lucky in relationship.. hehehe, shud i do mandi bunga? ceh....all the nosy hehhe or so called caring makcik2pakcik2 neighbor keep asking (or insulting) my parents bout their only unmarried dowter..

Wish i hv the asnwer. Im so sori mak and abah for hurting you. Please forgive me. if i knew, i wont turn down dat proposal. Damn abg cili for your promise... i shudnt waste 5yrs waitng for you. such a stupid girl am i.

Life must go on. Dun worry. im strong enuf to face this. Yes! Thanks to Mr Muscle, Kiwi Clean Express Cleaner, Max Clean Floor Cleaner as i sweated all this 2weeks school oliday doing the spring cleaning... i luv u bebeh!

Bubye Pakcik and Mr R

Finally i made my mind. Thats it. No men, no pain and no cry... As Mr R dumped me so i dumped Pakcik. Am i so mean? Yeah.. u can say anything.. Long life solitary!

dun fail to plan

ok, i will say No Baju Baru Year and No Tupperware year for 2012.. shud make it.. as my sis simply making face as she heard my vow..take it as a challenge as it is actually quite challenging for me not to buy new tupperware or upah baju baru.. uhuh... so sori my mom as i'm d one who responsible for making your house in a clutter... hopefully by next Wed everythin will be just in fine arrangement... hopefully....

so confusing...

he texting me almost everyday..
we hvent declare anythin.. as i hve lost faith in luv.. i tot he could understand...
now he is walking away... i dun think i can stand all this again...

missing u like crazy..

shud i reply his sms? or shud i let it go.. gosh, can't believe after almost 3weeks without news now he is here again... huhuhuhu..